The day before, I hadn't felt that way. I was wrestling with a decision, a decision that would change my life forever.
I was a teenage boy at a church camp. I had heard a man from a church, a judge, describe things he had seen in his line of work, particularly cases of troubled young people. I came from a good home, but those stories made me take a hard look at myself. And I knew that I wanted a change.
I wanted to be clean. I knew that there were things in my life that weren't right. I knew that I had done things I shouldn't have. Above all, I knew that I was living a life focused on me. That way of living had left me stained and dirty.
If someone were to look at me from the outside, they would have seen a good kid. But I knew there was more to the story. I wanted to be right with God, and I knew that I wasn't good enough to be right with God. I needed His help to be clean again, to get rid of the stains my past had left.
So on a dark August night, I stepped forward and said that I wanted to be born again. I wanted to be baptized into Christ. I was lead into the Central Texas waters of Lake LBJ, cold water that made me shiver. I remember being lowered into the water, seeing it close above my head. Then I came out of the water, a changed person, a new creation as the Bible says. I had been born again into the family of God.
That dark August night led to the bright August morning. Where I had felt stained, I now felt clean. Where I had felt weighed down, I now felt nothing but freedom.
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